witch tip for the home
wash your front door gently with a wet cloth and some drops of essential oil, like cedar, sage or peppermint, to cleanse your home and protect it from unwanted energies.
“I have severe abandonment issues, please do not come into my life if you do not plan on staying, I do not think I could deal with being left again.”
— please
Do any of y'all get so lonely because all you want to do is find love and happiness but you feel like a burden to everyone you meet and then anyone who shows you the slightest bit of interest you obsess over until it pushes them away? Yeah same.
Having Borderline Personality Disorder means going from feeling euphoric and great for a while then a small hint of rejection or abandonment comes then you spiral back into chronic emptiness. It also means having an identity crisis and not recognising the reflection you see in the mirror. It’s constantly dyeing your hair different colours to match your new personality. It’s changing jobs, goals, and aspirations because of your unstable identity. It’s fearing abandonment deep down to your core that you leave people before they leave you because you want to avoid that feeling of abandonment at all costs. It’s having zero self control over your thoughts and your extreme mood that constantly swings over the smallest things. It’s being impulsive: it’s having unprotected sex, it’s being promiscuous, it’s binge shopping, it’s binge eating, it’s running around the streets jumping on a stranger’s car. It’s being emotionally dependent on other people. It’s latching onto others and being overly attached to them. It’s obsessing over the smallest things. It’s having inappropriate anger. It’s being an unpredictable roller coaster. Being borderline means a lot of things. It also means being passionate, when you love, you love so much that it burns you up. It’s experiencing every emotion 10x stronger. It’s having gone through so much emotional trauma that you become resilient. To all my borderline warriors out there, you’re all so strong and so brave and I’m so fucking proud of you for being here today. You’ll be okay, stay strong and have faith in yourself.
please love me regardless of the darkness i have inside
please don’t leave me once you see how dark it gets
and please still think i’m worthy of that love
goddessofthree
